Silence

On the first day of class as we all know, we experienced an "awkward silence". It was awkward for us because we expected the teacher to begin talking, but instead he sat down in a desk and we all sat there in silence. The only reason why it felt awkward to us is because we made it feel that way. Or so that's what I believe. I think silence is only awkward if you make it awkward. When I'm just hanging out with my friends and nobody has anything to say someone will blurt out " well this is awkward" when in reality it only became awkward when they said that because they made it feel awkward to the rest of us. I think we need silence sometimes to help us gather our thoughts and think of what to say next. We can constantly be talking unless you are one of those people that never shuts up.

Who am I?

I'm Jennifer Rose Feldman. There are obviously many things that make up the person that I am and things that make me different from everybody else. For one thing, my most unique characteristic is that I'm insanely neat and organized. Everyone that knows me well, knows that I'm very peculiar about certain things and can't stand a mess. They like to say I have obsessive compulsive disorder which I probably do. As far as my personality, I'm friendly and I like to think I'm funny. I didn't have the easiest childhood so with that being said I turned out to be a very independent, self-sufficient girl. I do many things on my own and I rarely ask for help unless it's necessary or if I can't do something on my own. I'm stubborn when it comes to certain things but I'm not difficult to deal with. I live to impress nobody but myself. All I want is to be healthy, happy, and successful. My dream is to become a doctor, specifically a pediatrician, one day. I have a passion for kids and I love helping them. When I want to do something, I put my mind to it and my determination helps me achieve whatever it is. My goal/purpose in life is to help people while also helping myself. I can't stand self-ish, ignorant, or inconsiderate people so I never want to become that way. I work two jobs and I try to do my ultimate best in school. If I can be successful down the road, I'll have accomplished just what I've always wanted. And on a completely different note, One Tree Hill is my absolute favorite show! I have 2 older siblings, a sister that just graduated from college, and a brother that just graduated from high school. I argue with my parents every now and then but I'm thankful for everything they've done for me over the years and if it weren't for them I wouldn't be who I am.